seeing that this is my first post in how many decades,i will post a long one.

I have been very busy lately. I have not seen my friends in about 3 weeks but it does not matter because I am too busy being tired. Like how it is monday and I am in camp? Yes.

It is officially my first bookout since 3 weeks and I still have NO IDEA what I am going to do. Due to lack of ideas, my original "watching movies and hanging around" idea is no longer an option.But yeah, you know. Too broke to disburse on sakae sushi and too lazy to get involved in anything that requires much walking.

Cannot decide.

haha anyway,life have been tough for me.dont ask me why. i don't know.it just tough,and all i need is a break,that's all.


Okay story time. I took a cab back to my house this evening, and on the way, I got pulled over by a couple of "Authority Lords". They looked like nerds to me . So anyway, these two Men of Road-side "warriors" stopped my cab, looked in, opened the door and asked "Are you Singaporean?" (Which really translates to a Yes on first sight but to brainless a No). Then Hobo number 1 tells me to "Come out come out". And I did. Because I am law-abiding.The Hobo's checked my bag.He starts raiding my bag.and mind you my bag is no clean bag you know. Countless candy wrappers from 6 months ago and an open Hi-chew (Unfinished).

While searching they asked "Do you have drugs? Any drugs in your bag?"if they could recalled,they have checked my bag for like 3 times and yet still asking me sth like this. And right about then, I didn't even know what to think. "God this man is stupid" wouldn't suffice. Everything else I could think of was already an understatement.


anyway, to that someone,i am really sorry. it's really not your fault.i am the one to blame and i am really sorry.how i wish i could turn back time..synonymous with dumb would be me.and god knows when i will change that fking attitude of mine.


I hate sleeping. Such a waste of my time.