met eleanor after church. needa pass her back sth plus hang out a little.

went to starbucks for early teabreak straight after our lunch..

Me: "I want to donate blood."
Eleanor: "Why?"
Me: "I have too much of it."
Eleanor: "You're anemic. You don't have enough."
HAHAHA.

oh yeah,

We actually had something before deciding on Starbucks, but my caffeine-addict of a fren needed her daily fix. Otherwise she wouldn't be able to function normally. Substance dependency. Weak. Walking into Starbucks, she pointed to this one lady and said "Hey look, taking a nap after coffee." I found that funny. Started laughing. How ironic right? I mean you'd expect Starbucks to be full of caffeine-high-insomatic people, but nnno. You walk in and see someone sleeping next to an empty mug of coffee. Maybe she just went through a major Sugarcrash, I think. Because you know how caffeine raises your insulin/sugar levels real high real quick but then without sign crashes down hard. Way hard. "Maybe she got decaff-ed"- Maybe. I had hot chocolate. With little tiny baby marshmellows toppings. And chocolate drizzles and a dash of cocoa powder and everythinggg.

Then went on to talk about all the times, in the past, when there was once I got terribly drunk. Terribly meaning passed outside bathroom floor and waking up with amnesia of activities of night before. but miraculously,my dad did not reprimand me.but instead, shove me a cup of hot tea..going all,"Son,this is part and parcel of life.just let this be the first and the last time u drink like this. ok?" haha.i was like wow,was expecting a hell lot of reprimanding from him! well, maybe caz of the "How to understand your teenager" book he has been reading. hhe then asked me to come up with reasons as to "Why I should never touch anything I cannot be in control of". Thinking hard.. I could easily come up with a list, but it all sums down to one reason really. I am Tré Compulsive. Well not so much now-a-days. But previously.. All the cookies or hell baby!





chill outt